I’m starting to feel it now that I’m about halfway there. It’s been around half a year since I started looking for a job. I took a month off as I was transitioning to this shitty new job, but other than that I think I’ve applied to around almost 500 jobs give or take. Says 340 on Linkedin. Must have had atleast 100 in Indeed. Then there’s the stuff from glassdoor, zip recruiter, and outside places I’ve applied to. I’m tired. I’m losing hope. I got like 3 rejection emails today alone. Some stupid ass company […]

I was replying to a comment, but then decided to make a post out of it.

I know this is not a popular opinion, and I know this will never be done in the US, but I really do think we ought to have a license to have children.

If we need to have a license to drink, drive, have a gun, or smoke weed, then at the bare minimum we need a license to do something so important as having children.

There are SO many ppl having kids that shouldn’t. Just one glance at the news and you’ll see so many unfit parents. Not […]

After this week I’ll be half way. And it’s not looking great. Still looking for a job. Still hitting that wall. The job I was most interested in recently gave me the rejection email about an hour ago. Like I said, I doesn’t matter how good I think the interview went. It always ends the same. Today’s interview was so so. So I should be expecting a rejection email any day now then. I’m kinda ok with that. Just another crappy warehouse AMR company. Those seem like really boring jobs. And it is […]

One of my mother’s favorite things to say to me when she’s angry at me: “I almost aborted you, but I didn’t.” Like I’m supposed to be thankful for that. I wish she had aborted me. I don’t think I was meant to be born.

Do you hate people too? Why? What would make you love them?
I can’t form close bonds with anyone.

Pets be living in luxury these days. Some look like they live way better and cushier lives than humans.

Would you rather be a cat/dog/pet that lives in luxury (pampered rich life, but no independence and free will- your entire life is dependent on a human, when you’re fed, when you’re walked etc)

OR live the current live you live (as a human)?

So I’m not the only one thinking this…

How we ended up raising the stupidest generation:

I bring up Epstein because just like this example- I view things differently from everyone else. Everyone is focused on the same single thing. When you need to zoom out and look at the bigger picture. When you need to look at what his main purpose is.

Or what the main purpose of education is (mass indoctrination), what voting is (appearance of choice to quell the plebs from uprising), why lab tests are terrible and never show anything is wrong until you are deathly sick (no profit in healing ppl)- too many to list.

Ever since I was a kid, I was thinking about things […]

Everyone talking about Epstein sex trafficking and all the gross men that are in it. But I’ve been saying for AGES that the MAIN purpose of Epstein was to hide/do money laundering for the worlds rich.

That is why everyone flocks to him. There are so many ppl and organizations running sex trafficking operations- there’s LOTS of documentaries on that- you don’t need a Jeffrey Epstein for that.

But you do need a Jeffrey Epstein to 1- money launder and 2- blackmail the worlds most richest and powerful men.

The sex stuff was just a side thing to blackmail all the rich pedos.

What […]

40hr work week is NOT about optimal productivity

40hr work week = optimum control

60s short:

I DON’T KNOW WHY WE HUMANS DO NOT GET ALONG MUCH BETTER

Why big cities kill empathy: The dark psychology of the bystander effect

I’ve only lived in big cities, tho I did live in a not as big city twice- first in a college town, and a few years ago in a city but it’s all spread out so you have to drive. It’s still hundreds of thousands of ppl, not like the 1500 ppl town the guy mentions.

Anyhow, maybe I haven’t lived to a “small enough” city (I have lived in over a dozen cities and states across the United States from east to west) but I have yet to see real community or niceness. […]

There’s no one like George Carlin!
He’s got a point about groups…

It’s not speculation or conspiracy theory- it’s all in the Epstein files. They’re literally experimenting on human babies, eugenics, and doing baby farming on his NM Ranch.

Now we know why Epstein has all these ties to universities and scientists.

Not talked in this video above, but There’s other videos showing other Epstein emails about eating babies and drinking baby blood.

Like when Alex Jones was talking about Pizzagate, I thought it was ridiculous.

When I heard Roseanne Barr also around that timeframe talking about ppl eating babies and drinking babies blood, I thought she was a racist nut on ambien.

Turns out they […]

What does or what would home mean for you?

So I have some e-credits on Amazon. Are there any good books/ebooks you’d recommend? Are there any books that actually helped you?

Generally looking at depression/trauma/self-help/psychology books, but can take a look at anything that might be interesting or helpful. Thanks.

Nobody will know what the fuck I’m talking about so don’t waste your time reading. This is just a marker for me and anyone else who happens to be familiar with recent Nobel prize winning philosophers, CNC machinery, the reason why time travel into the past is physically impossible, and the 19th century genius who was obsessed with trains (Boltzmann) who told us exactly why time travel into the past–or metaphorically speaking, the cure for depression–is impossible. I’m guessing that whittles the audience down to just me. In other words tl;dr

At the end of a famous book which no one has read all the way […]

Here’s a twist on the age old complaint of loneliness. Whether it makes a difference I don’t know, probably not.

Like the title says, my “problem” is that I just don’t like humans, and it’s not just that I haven’t met the right one. I’ve met some wonderful humans, even had great relationships that were better than any lovestory ever written. But the bottom line is I just don’t like humans they way they think, their polite hypocrisies without realizing it, or their outright malignity which we all keep under wraps.

Yeah I’m absolutely NOT excluding me from the set. If I met “me” I’d beat the […]

What if we’ve been dumbasses and have made all the wrong decisions in life? And hence we are in the situation we are in now?

We all like to think we are smart. And some of us are very academically smart. And some of us do have common sense.

BUT- What if we been making stupid ass choices? Choices that aren’t Necessarily obvious that it’s stupid?

Like choosing to go after career vs finding a soulmate.

Like choosing to stay home and hermit instead of going out, meeting ppl or just going for solo walks, Exercising, eating right, etc.

I mean, yes, when we get depressed, we don’t […]